Real Member n1nj4Lo (Offline)

Well I'mma male from Marietta, Color of my eyes are: Green with lil orange starbursts in the centers of them, And as for my hair its usually not my normal hair color always something different, Weight: 125lbs without clothes.. My hobbies and interests are: BMX Racing, Aggressive Inline blading, Writing Poetry, Juggalo'ism and Webpage design... If ya really wish to find out more about me check out my homepage....



Click here if ya wish to hear my voice...

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Some older pics of me...

And then even older pics of me back when my hair was purplish raven blue 2 year's ago...

Some really older pics of me back when I had short hair...

My Juggalo Bio, Find out some more about me on there if ya wish...

And heres some of my poetry below.... Click on the Poems to View my Poetry Page

Dead Thoughts of Love
(Part One)

These dead thoughts of love, They will not quit.. Inside of my restless mind, Trying to recover.. What was in my heart, Is now darkend and decayed.. As I feel what I once believed in, Slowly begin to drift away.. Searching for what I've always longed for, Wondering if I should give up all hope.. Shall I forever carry on alone? Walking the road of this illfated lonely life, With the anthem of my sad and broken heart.. What should I do, Continue seeking until I find the one who feels just like me? Then we could set eachother free, Living with a love that could pass through all eternity....

By: Chris Dicken
Written: 6-11-04

Dead Thoughts of Love
(Part Two)

My tear drops have salt stained this pillow gripped tightly, Loosened by a gentle, Soft and sudden touch.... As I heard the sweetest voice whisper to me; "You are just like me it seems for I know what you've gone through.. With a sad and broken heart.. But now somehow I feel as if it all has been set free." And we both gazed into one anothers eyes wondering how could it be? As you opened and expressed yourself to me.. I loved you, And always longed for someone like you to come into my life.. Now here you are, In my life and heart.. I pray that you're here to stay, As I will forever love you.. The caring grace of love, That you offered when you stepped into my life.. Is the absolute forgiveness, To all the pain I had dwelled with in the past times of my life.. It was your innocene, Of who you became through your suffering.. And what you had longed for, Like me... Just for that, My heart will be eternally greatful and forever devoted to you..

By: Chris Dicken
Written: 6-11-04

Dead Thoughts of Love
(Part Three)

As you laid there dying, Not a thought of greif crossed my mind.. For I knew that you would carry on to a much better place, Although inside my heart and soul I was crying.. I felt as if a piece of me had died, Even though I held our memories fond and your love in my heart with pride inside me... I carried on without you, Always thinking about you.. As I knew you were keeping watch over me, From above.. Consistently sending me signs of your love letting me know that it was still there and alive, And from where it was they came of.. Finally my time had come, And I peacefully passed away knowing that you would be there.. As I came through the passing of my death, I saw you standing there waiting for me with open arms to come back and be with you always and forever.. By my side, For we knew that now we would never be seperated again.. As our love has surpassed through life and death, And that it was forever here to stay and never drift away..

By: Chris Dicken
Written: 6-12-04

FRIENDS VS JUGGALOS

Friends: has never seen you cry.
Juggalos: has always had the best shoulder to cry on.
Friends: never asks for anything to eat or drink.
Juggalos: opens the fridge takes out some mutha fuckin
faygo and makes herself/himself at home.
Friends: asks you to write down your number.
Juggalos: they ask you for your number(cauz they can't remember it sometimes)
Friends: borrows your shit for a few days then gives it back.
Juggalos: has a closet full of your shit and its alright.
Friends: only knows a few things about you.
Juggalos: could write a mutha fuckin biography on your life story.
Friends: will leave your ass behind if that is what the crowd is doing.
Juggalos: will always be there with you..




Okay you make me a sign and I'll make you one, So if ya want one ask me and I'll make ya one first but will hope that you make me one in return... Click Their User Nic To View Their Profile...

Kat's a.k.a. [XxKillaKittenxX] Fansign for me!!

We've know eachother for a really long time and both of us have been through some shyt together either in her life or my own, But shes one of my best online friends and even could be more, She knows that too or I believe she already should!!! But yea shes my fam and I've got MWCL and Juggalette respect for her!!!

Cara's [LastDayOfUs] She did something new for me... Lets call it an uhmmm Voice Salute or Signature or whatever BLaH I dunno what to call it.. But click here to hear it...

All my Juggalo Family, People who don't Judge you before they get a chance to know you.. BMX Racing and almost any other kinda Extreme Sports.. Hardcore Heavy Music as well as all the Psychopathic shyt of course!!! Ohh yuh and Cartoons, They r4w|{..This is a really great cartoon series that I'd say ranks up along there with Courage the Cowardly Dog or 2 Stupid Dogs, It's jus got that twisted sense of humor in it which I always love... Girls of course!!! haha... Cute personalities on girls too... Biting, Especially love bites, NO!!! Really It Does Sometimes... Spontaneous Instant Messages from people who I don't know but they went out of their way jus to get to know a person, And take it upon themselves to do so and make that choice... I do the samething rather often... ~.^ hehe.. Wrestling with friends and homies or watchin it on tv.. I like/love pic comments, They make me feel special, loved and liked so please leave me some... Thankz.


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So if ya already have a mIRC c'mon and join us and have some fun, Or jus download a copy of a mIRC at: http://www.mIRC.com... So come and join the Dark Carnival, We'll see ya there on the Dark Side...

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Haters who judge you before they even take the chance to get to know ya and jus diss on ya, Becauz when truely on the inside they're so insecure about themselves so they jus diss everybody that they feel threatened by, So they diss those people to give themselves a false sense of pride jus to boost up their ego's... And stuck up snobby people who'll refuse to talk to ya jus cauz they think they're too good to give ya the time of day... LoL, And that really the only 2 things I really dislike..

Ohh and last but not least the thing that really ticks me off and gives guys like me a bad name is, Guys who force themselves on girls or rape them, And then go on and act like nothing ever happened and thats everythings perfectly alright.. And parents who don't take care of and support their childern and worry more about their own materialistic wants/needs then their own childern..

That jus makes me wanna beat all their asses...

People who put on their profile shyt like: "Leave me a comment I can't stand it when someone visits my profile and doesn't leave me a comment" And then they visit your own profile and don't even say jack shyt!! WTF Is up with that ya gawd dayumned self centered hypocrites? Too freakin lazy to put forth an effort to comment on somebody elses profile when ya visit it yet you expect that same person to comment on yours? C'mon now ya lil s.o.b.'s don't be so dayumned selfish and at least show a lil effort and respect...

Metalcore, Screamo, Emo, Techno, Trance, Industrial, Digital Hardcore, Horrorcore and Psychopathic shyt and some but very little maintstream rap like T.I., Gangsta Grill, Three 6 Mafia, DMX, ONyX and Bone Thugs ~n~ Harmony and Mo Thug Records, That should give ya a good brief summary without me having to name off a shyt load of bands... LoL



Hope ya have enjoyed everything else on my profile...

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Song's I've Wrote:

This Time It's War:

I've heard of love before, But this
time it's something more I'm
sure... Cause it's war,
On a open heart...


Sugar I've never felt this way, But this
time I'm sure it'll be something good...
So open fire with your loaded guns, Cause
this might not be what you wanted to hear or
may not be how you feel... I must confess,
I only feel this way about you and I think
you do too... So what are we waiting for,
Cause I don't ever want to be late with you.
I've been dropped so many times in the past,
That I've become very fragile.. So won't you
tell me do you think we could stand a chance,
And if it falls to pieces I'll be there to
help you pick it all back up...


Because I've heard of love before, But this time
it feels like it's something more I'm sure..
It's war, On a open heart... So open
fire with your loaded guns, Cause
this might not be what you wanted
to hear or exactly
how you feel...


I'll always have my armor up around me,
But if you asked me to then I'd let it down
for you... Been shot through the heart once
or twice before, And I know that I could die
with you tonight.. Might be from a broken
heart, Cause I'm really not sure just how
you feel or if you do like me.. I've come
prepared, With an arsonal of bottled up and
unopened emotions that I've felt ever since I
met you.. Then when it's all over and done,
Will you be able to talk to me the same as if
nothings ever changed but only our feelings..


Cause now the lines have been crossed,
I just hope that nothing has been
lost... I swear when I say
this, I mean it..


I've heard of love before, But this time it
feels like it's something more I'm sure..
It's war, On a open heart. So open
fire with your loaded guns, Cause
this might not be what you wanted
to hear or exactly
how you feel...


I've been savoring all the times I spent with
you, Just those personal times between me and
you... Believe me all those were true special
moments that I wouldn't trade, At all!!! So ask
yourself are you ready for this like I am, I've
been in love before... This time it's something
more, I'm so sure... It's all out war, On a open
heart. Let loose your loaded guns, Until they're
empty inside.. This might not be what you wanted to
hear or just exactly how you feel.. You and me, I
know we won't be empty inside... If you don't
feel how I do then, Then be prepared to bury me
for life in your heart...


Because I've heard of love before, But this time
it feels like it's something more I'm sure..
It's war, On a open heart... So open fire
with your loaded guns, Cause this might
not be what you wanted to hear or exactly how you feel...


I'll always have my armor up around me, But
if you asked me to then I'd let it down
for you... Been shot through the heart
once or twice before, And I know that
I could die with you tonight..

Written On: 10/18/05
By: Chris Dicken
At: 8:35 P.M.



Written On: 10/11/06
By: Chris Dicken
At: 6:05 P.M.



Written On: 03/24/07
By: Chris Dicken
At: 10:32 P.M.



Written On: 08-30-07
By: Chris Dicken


A Linkin Park diss I wrote about a month ago when some stupid ass wanted to listen to that new Linkin Park and Jay-Z bullshyt with me around....

Ya Shyt Is So Whack:

Aye yo L.P. since ya say shyt is goin down/Then why the hell ya always using
same exact sounds/Reversing the old lines all the dayumn time/Ooop thats it ya done got a wicked clown up on ya asses now/But thats aiight I'll jus make it all fine justa hear ya chumps whine/Ya gotta
hook-up with a hip hop artist/And ya still jus doin the same old shyt spinning
those same exact trax on nothing but wax/Truely now thats justa lil too whack/
Don't get this wrong I'm only stating the facts/So get ya shyt straight before
ya wanna come back at this preaching all about how huge ya fanbase is/Cauz all
ya jus doin is making yaselves into a disgrace/Bitch slapping the fans right in
their face/If ya gonna try and make a come back/Then do it wth some New Trax
New Ryhmes without using Old Hooks and Lines/Otherwise don't even bother wasting
all of ours and your own time/Recycling the same ole shyt time after time/So now
jus seriously "What The Hell Are Ya Waiting For?"/lets jus see ya make a come
back with A Brand New Score/"I've Become So Numb I Can Feel Ya Standing There"
Tryin to make a stare/But seriously I jus don't even care/Although you'll always be gettin 2 thumbs down everytime ya try and turn it around/Ya went from talented artists all the way to the top of the retarded and whacked out shyt list//

Written on: 03-04-06
By: Chris Dicken

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