maryjane (Offline)

I'm not going to sugarcoat things. I'm not right in the head more than half of the time. I say things and open my mouth at inappropriate times. I'll be your best friend at first but then out of nowhere I'll end up being one of those people you thought "What the hell did I see in them?". I'm not here to make buddies or friends. And to be honest, my interest of the people on this site, due to my impressions that I get each time I post, are very slim to nothing.

I'm a pain in the ass and I don't understand why people bother telling me something I already know about myself, especially my flaws. I know all my imperfections and my flaws, it makes me who I am. There's a wall between me and you, lets keep it there, shall we?

How do you explain a whole person in a few paragraphs? You can't. I can only tell you that I am like few other girls you've ever known, and whether in a good way or a bad one, well that's up to your own discretion. I would die tonight for my beliefs.

I over analyze things that people consider small. I'm bipolar and ADD. OCD tendencies. I'm unpredictable and I like it that way. I hate when cops flash that bright light in my eyes when I'm trying to light my cigarette. My friends compare my personality a lot to the cartoon character Daria.

Stop kiss assing and cut to the chase and BE YOURSELF. I'm not here to be an ornament or fulfill your sexual frustrations. This isn't an audition. So don't try to impress me.

Falling in love, Being cute, Exchanging letters, Wool mittens, Lying next to someone, Touching all their features, Kissing tears away, Standing in the middle of the road, Being stranded by rain, Sitting on the beach at night and looking at stars, Shaking out polaroid pictures, Singing to music in the car, Pretending to play guitar, Bettie Page, Painting faces, Photography, Butterflies, Video games, Warmth, Beaches, Mountain Dew, Black eye-liner, Black nail-polish, Cannibus, Mosh pits, Mentality, Tulips, Promise rings, Buttons, Cuddling, Lyrics, Holding hands, Eye contact, Waiting for people on curbs, Money, Contagious laughter, Drumming, Painting, Silence, Natural Ice chapstick, Smell of gasoline, Pin up models, Fairies, Stars, Incence, Sleeping in, Live music, Variety, Minimalism, Watching documentaries, Organization, Alphabetical order, Expensive clothing, Mohawks, Guitarists, Empathy, Dyed hair, Stripes, Trust, Cappuccino, Digital cameras, Polaroid pictures, Messy hair, No socks, Mismatched furniture, Taking naps, White boys, 4-wheelers, Black and white photos, Blanket forts, Hemp, Pink lemonade

When people trade in the authentic for the material.
When people do what's easy instead of what's best.
When people put their 'individuality' before the needs of others.
When people lie to make themselves feel better.
When people don't mind being mundane.
When people rebel for the sake of rebelling.
When people can't see outside of their own person and their own world.
When people don't like to learn.

When girls give themselves up easily. When they put beauty before brains. When they agree mindlessly to whatever other people tell them is womanly or beautiful. When they depend too heavily on others, not themselves.

When boys hide what they feel and try to act macho. When they don't like being called boys because they think they're too old. When they hurt others or themselves to impress their friends. When they expect too much. When they expect too little.

Random other peeves of the moment:
I hate when girls take a million angled shots of only parts of them, and they seem like they could be hot, but when there's actually a clear picture of their face, it's hideous.
I also hate when people look dirty. Whether it's because they are, or because of makeup. Not saying I have the best makeup in the entire world, but there's an appropriate way to apply it, darlings.

Fiona Apple, Aphex Twin, Placebo, The Bravery, Junior Varsity, Saosin, Converge, Tegan and Sara, Boards of Canada, APC, Poison the Well, EXAM, Radiohead, Abandoned Pools, The Academy Is, MeWithoutYou, Bloc Party, Ani DiFranco, Mike Garrigan, The Postal Service, The Faint, Metric, The Locust, The Mars Volta, Some Girls, Miles Between Us, Sleeper Set Sail, Sex Positions

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