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theres no beauty in bleeding mascara

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Name : Tabatha
Age / Gender : 19 / Female
Location : Minnesota - US
City : Hutchinson
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Joined : 10/21/06 2:24PM Last online : 11/17/08 4:38PM
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Sexuality : Heterosexual Marital : Single
Drink? : Socially Style : I'm Hot
Smoke? : No Personal site : *- Click to View -*
Ethnicity : Hispanic / Latin    
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Bio
I love being who i am and doing what i do. and that sometimes means making you angry, or disappointing you. its life.

my name is tabatha, im 5'3, and happy being shorter than almost everyone else, i now have short brown hair, which i plan on coloring the tips soon. i now have 8 piercings, and i plan on adding to that number. depending on how i know you, you could probably add a couple more things to my description, whether good or bad.

i love to sing. anyone who has spent any amount of time around me has heard me. whether im good at or not is your opinion. and whether you think im good or not makes no difference to me. its how i express myself... so deal.

my faith in God is strong, i believe that through Him, all things are possible to those who believe. yes, i swear, but i will NEVER use His name in vain. if you dont know that about me, you will learn. my best friend/roommate is agnostic, so we have an interesting relationship, but it works.

i love to laugh and have a good time. which usually includes being around my friends. im a happy drunk. if you ever get to see me in that state, consider yourself either lucky, or unlucky. there is no inbetween. i like to "fight" with my guy friends, most of the girls cant keep up. i get bruises a lot. its fun, i dont care. im also a flirt. i get along better with guys than with girls, and unfortunately ive lost a couple girl friends that way. just because her man wanted me, apparently thats my fault. ok ill take the blame. hate me, your jealous.

i like to be busy, i hate sitting still with nothing to do. luckily my baby siblings keep me on my toes. i trust people, sometimes too much. i get burned, i learn, life goes on. i will also debate anything and everything with anyone. it may seem like im doing it just to argue, but its fun. im not mad unless its painfully obvious. if you are, than thats your loss, not mine.

i shouldnt have to explain my actions. obviously there is a reason why i did what i did. the past is the past, so leave it there. you cant do anything to change it, you can only learn from it.

i love fiercly, i give real hugs, not the fake ones people give just to be nice. if im getting that close to you, ill mean it. i have the weakness of loving with all my heart. yet, something always happens to mess it up.

I cannot fake a smile. its absolutely impossible for me.

when i say im going to do something, dont think im lying. ill do it if i want. if i say im gonna leave, dont try and joke saying "alright then, leave. bye" ill fucking leave! i, unlike alot of other people, actually have the balls to admit when im wrong. its kind of funny. im can be a stubborn ass, but if im in the wrong, i wont make believe im not. if i flip out on you and you dont deserve it, ill apologize as im flipping out. hope youll understand. some things in here may seem a little harsh or selfish. maybe when i stop being a bitch, they will change. but i doubt it.

i really do love meeting people, and talking with people. sometimes even if they have nothing to talk about. its entertaining. im also very open minded. im a complicated person but terribly simple at the same time. i say that with one person on my mind, he will know who he is. get to know me, youll understand. if you read this all, let me know. im interested in seeing who cares enough to read all the way through this mumbo jumbo that is me.

i also live by the saying "show me and i will forget, involve me i will understand" its like the show a man to fish, teach a man to fish one. theyre basically the same thing, but sometimes i have the attention span of a goldfish, you show me, and ill be lucky to remember tomorrow... but if you let me do it, ill never forget.

im about to undergo a huge image change, bear with me :D i like it, if you dont then... tough shit i guess!
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i absolutely love conversation, talk to me about anything, everything, nothing. i would talk to you first, but i never know what to say ....
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brutal honesty
music
meeting new people
feeling beautiful
thumbholes in long sleeve shirts
piercings
tattoos
unnatural hair color (blood red, blue, green etc...)
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Dislikes
shit happens, life goes on. if your not willing to fix things, or make sacrifices, then dont fucking complain!



stereotypical people... we are all different, moron
Music
its a funny thing...

3 Doors Down. Against Me!
Atreyu
"look how pretty she is
when she falls down
and theres no beauty in
bleeding mascara
her lips are quivering
like a withering rose
shes back again

what the fuck do you think love means
its much more then words and feelings
sucking me dry
is my marrow that sweet
your dead lovers have left a trail of
broken hearts and misspent hopes
sucking them dry
does their marrow taste of sweetness, sweetness?
i hope you choke"

Audio Summer. Augustana. Avenged Sevenfold. Basshunter. Blue October. Breaking Benjamin.
Bright Eyes
"But I believe that lovers should be tied together
Thrown into the ocean in the worst of weather
Left there to drown
Left there to drown in their innocence"

Brokencyde.
Bullet For My Valentine
"Would she hear me, if I called her name?
Would she hold me, if she knew my shame?

There's always something different going wrong
The path I walk is in the wrong direction
There's always someone fucking hanging on
Can anybody help me make things better?

Your tears don't fall, they crash around me
Her conscience calls, the guilty to come home
Your tears don't fall, they crash around me
Her conscience calls, the guilty to come home"

Chevelle. Collective Soul. Creed. Eagle Eye Cherry. Flyleaf.
Fuel.
"Every memory that I hold
Were all just scars in the making
And all the things we can't let go
Were all just scars in the making

Somewhere left behind
Is another perfect line
One that makes you turn and helps you follow
But I could never say
And I could never sway
I could never bring you to beg or borrow"

Goo Goo Dolls. Guns and Roses. Hellogoodbye. HIM. Hinder.

Hollywood Undead.
"I was running in circles,
I hurt myself,
Just to find my purpose.
Everything was so worthless,
I didn't deserve this,
but to me you were perfect.

I'd give it all just to have, have your eternity,
'cause it's all that assures me.
It's worth all that hurts me.

I'd give you my heart,
and I'd let you just hold it.
I'd give you my soul,
but I already sold it. "

Jacks Mannequin. Jason Mraz. The Killers. Kottonmouth Kings. Linkin Park. Morandi. Marilyn Manson.
MXPX.
"Do you hold the phone when you're alone,
Imagine that it rings,
Then hold it to your ear,
And wish that I was there,
To sing you off to sleep,
Be with you in your dreams,
Though the days I will be gone,
I'll be there in your dreams and in this song. "

Papa Roach. Placebo. Savage. Seether. Shinedown. Silverstein. Smashing Pumpkins. Social Code. Staind.
Stone Temple Pilots.
"Where ya going for tomorrow?
Where ya going with that mask I found?
And I feel, and I feel
When the dogs begin to smell her
Will she smell alone?

And I feel, so much depends on the weather
So is it raining in your bedroom?
And I see, that these are the eyes of disarray
Would you even care?"

Sugarcult.
Pretty girl is suffering while he confesses everything
Pretty soon she'll figure out what his intentions were about
And that's what you get for falling again
You can never get him out of your head
And that's what you get for falling again
You can never get him out of your head

It's the way that he makes you feel
It's the way that he kisses you
It's the way that he makes you fall in love

She's beautiful as usual with bruises on her ego and
Her killer instinct tells her to be aware of evil men
Comments - Add Comment
mike_mike Aug 18, 9:09 pm
you are one beatiful girl

babygirl0718's reply:
thanks
CreativeRemnant Aug 13, 5:39 pm
True true, alriight, later :)
CreativeRemnant Aug 13, 5:28 pm
cool cool, oh yeah? Must be some serious stuff.

babygirl0718's reply:
yeah, it kind of is... but oh well. ill get through it. im being kicked off the computer so... i will talk to you later.
CreativeRemnant Aug 13, 5:21 pm
It's all good :) nothin much, just been enjoyin summer, keepin busy. How you been?

babygirl0718's reply:
ive been ok. ive had alot of shit happen in the past week... lots of big stuff. kind of exhausting...
CreativeRemnant Aug 13, 2:15 am
[wave]

babygirl0718's reply:
hey you, sorry ive been away for a while. not too much time to spend online anymore. how have you been?
AlostPROPHET Aug 10, 9:30 pm
hey pretty good hun, how are u doin tonight?
ANT-KNEE Aug 7, 7:14 pm
Not really. You should make a trip to Fargo [wink]
CreativeRemnant Aug 4, 11:54 pm
you should play, you'd have fun :) but yeah it is fun watchin people play those kind of games.
CreativeRemnant Aug 4, 11:36 pm
Yeah me and him play alot of shooting, fight, racing games together. it's about a resistance group in Mexico trying to overthrow the government and you play as an American military group sent to fight them.

babygirl0718's reply:
nice. sounds fun! i love watching people play those kind of games.
ANT-KNEE Aug 4, 11:30 pm
I'm decent, what are you up to tonight?

babygirl0718's reply:
nothing really. winding down from the day. watching tv and sitting online relaxing. you doing anything special?


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