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Bio Hey my name is Vanessa !...im 5''3 tall. my hair is brown and blond, my eyes are brown too ! i play drums a lil bit !...umm im not the kind of person who'll judge you by your style or your clothes its doesnt matther to me, i like to meet new ppl that makes me very sociable ! ![[flowers]](/emotes/flowers.gif) ![[smile]](/emotes/smile.gif)
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Hey dad [[Good
charlotte]]
Hey dad <3
I’m writing to you
Not to tell you
That I still hate you Just to ask you
How you feel
And how we fell apart
How this fell apart
Are you happy out there
[color=#00CCFF]In this great wide world
Do you think about your sons
Do you miss your little girl[/color]
When you lay your head down
How do you sleep at night
Do you even wonder if we’re alright
But we’re alright
We’re alright
It’s been a long hard road without you by my side
Why weren’t you there the nights that we cried
You broke my mother’s heart
You broke your children for life
It’s not ok but we’re alright
I remember the days you were a hero in my eyes
But those are just a long lost memory of mine
I spent so many years
Learning how to survive
Now I’m writing just to let you know
I’m still alive
The days I spent
So cold, so hungry
Were full of hate
I was so angry
The scars run deep inside
This tattooed body
There’s things I’ll take
To my grave
But I’m ok
I’m ok
It’s been a long hard road without you by my side
Why weren’t you there the nights that we cried
You broke my mother’s heart
You broke your children for life
It’s not ok but we’re alright
I remember the days you were a hero in my eyes
But those are just a long lost memory of mine
Now I’m writing just to let you know
I’m still alive
And I’m still alive
Sometimes I forget
Yeah, and this time
I’ll admit that I miss you
Said I miss you
It’s been a long hard road without you by my side
Why weren’t you there the nights that we cried
You broke my mother’s heart
You broke your children for life
It’s not ok but we’re alright
I remember the days you were a hero in my eyes
But those are just a long lost memory of mine
Now I’m writing just to let you know
I’m still alive
And sometimes I forget
This time I’ll admit
That I miss you
I miss you
Hey dad
[b]thats for you dad...by the way..i FUCKING hate you ![[hitit]](/emotes/hitit.gif)
"Hate Me"
by blue october
(If you're sleeping are you dreaming
If your dreaming are you dreaming of me?
I can't believe you actually did this.)
(”Hi Justin, this is your mother, and it's 2:33 on Monday afternoon.
I was just calling to see how you ware doing
You sounded real uptight last night.
It made me a little nervous, and a l... and... well... it made me nervous, it sounded like you were nervous, too.
I just wanted to make sure you were really OK,
And wanted to see if you were checking in on your medication.
You know I love you, and...
Take care hunny
I know you're under a lot of pressure.
See ya. Bye bye”)
I have to block out thoughts of you so I don’t lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I’m alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you. Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face?
And will you never try to reach me?
It is I that wanted space
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you
I’m sober now for 3 whole months it’s one accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won’t touch again
In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I’ll drive so fucking far away that I never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind
hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you
Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you
And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling “Make it go away!”Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered “How can you do this to me?”
[color=#00CC00]Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you
Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you
For you
For you
For you[/b]
Likes If I could have just ONE wish,
to the sound of your BREATH on my neck,
the warmth of your LIPS on my cheek,
the TOUCH of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your HEARTH beating with mine...
KNOWING that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than YOU .
I love the way you LOOK at me,
Your EYES so bright and brown.
I love the way you KISS me,
Your LIPS so soft and smooth.
ILOVE the way you make me so HAPPY,
And the ways you show you CARE.
I LOVE the way you say, "I Love You,"
And the way you're always there.
I love the way you touch me,
Always sending chills down my spine.
I love that YOU ARE with me,
And GLAD that you are MINE .
I love YOU so deeply,
I LOVE you so much,
I love the sound of your VOICE
And the way that WE TOUCH
I love your warm SMILE
And your kind, THOUGHTFUL way,
The JOY that you bring
To MY LIFE every day.
I LOVE you today
As I HAVE from the start,
And I'll love you FOREVER
With all of my HEART
HOW do I,
Get through ONE NIGHT without you?
If I had to live WITHOUT you,
What kind of LIFE would that be?
AND I,
I NEED you in my arms
Need YOU to hold
You're my WORLD my heart, my soul
If you ever LEAVE
BABY you would take away everything
GOOD in my life
And TELL me now
How do I LIVE without you
I WANT to know
How do I BREATH without you
If you EVER go
How do I ever, ever SURVIVE
HOW do I
Oh how do I LIVE
WITHOUT you,
There'd be no SUN in my sky
There would be no LOVE in my life
There'd be no world LEFT for me
AND I
Baby, I DON'T KNOW what I would do
I'd be LOST if I lost you
Please TELL ME baby
How DO I go on
 
[b]I L.O.V.E YOU SO M.U.C.H BABY ! ![[iloveyou]](/emotes/iloveyou.gif)
(*)MAT (L)(*)
(*)being loved for who i am(*)
(*)i love party(*)
(*)i love dancing(*)
(*)talking with my friends and be sitting arround the pool and realxing(*)
(*)i love walking arround Hawkesbury to meet new ppl(*)
(*)i love shopping(*)
(*)being respected(*)
(*)Smiling for any reason
(*)makeup !(*)
(*)Clothes(*)
(*)GUys of course(*)
(x) been drunk
(X) kissed a member of the same sex
(x) crashed my mom's car(_) been to Japan
(_) ridden in a taxi
(X) been in love
(x) been dumped
(x) shoplifted
(_) been fired
(x) been in a fight
(_) ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
(_) ever dated someone of the same sex
(x) had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back
(_) been arrested
(x) made out with a stranger
(x) stole something from your job
(_) celebrated New Years in Time Square
(_) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
(_) had a crush on a teacher
(_) celebrated mardi-gras in new Orleans
(_) been to Europe
(x) skipped school
(_) slept with a co-worker
(X) cut myself on purpose
(_) been married
(_) gotten divorced
(_) had children
(_) seen someone die
(_) been to Africa
(X) Slapped someone you love
(X) Driven over 400 miles to attend a show/festival
(x) Been to Canada
(_) Been to Mexico
(_) Been on a plane
(_) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
(_) Thrown up in a bar
(X) Purposely set a part of myself on fire.
(_) Eaten Sushi
(x) Been snowboarding
(x) Met someone in person from the internet
(X) Been moshing at a concert
(X) had real feelings for someone you knew only online
(_)been pregnant or got someone pregnant
(_) lost a child
(_) gone to college
(_) graduated college
(x) had sexual intercourse
(X) tried killing yourself
(_) taken painkillers
(_) intentionally burned oneself
(x) love someone or miss someone right now
(_) went to a prom
(_) Bungee jumped
(x) have been to a pop concert
(_) have dated someone for a year or more.
(_) sold naked pictures of yourself
(x) been in a car accident
(x) Slept in the nude
(x) eaten cheesecake
(_) had jury duty
(x) hated someone without knowing them.
(_) been to Maine
(_) shot a real gun
(x) had sex with someone within a week of meeting them
(x) made out with someone within 5 days of meeting them
(_) done ecstasy
(_) gotten my ass kicked
(x) been caught smoking
(_) milked a cow
(x) got in a verbal fight
(x) cheated on someone
(_) lied one time in this survey
(_) Threw a party at a friends house when they were gone
(_) Done something w/ a friends bf/gf
(_) Done something w/ a bf/gf's sibling
(_) Committed a major crime
(x) Dated someone older than you are
(_) Gotten in trouble w/ the cops
(x) ran away
(x) Ever given someone a hicky
(x) Ever gotten a hicky
(x) Ever got super drunk
(x) Went skinny dipping
(x) Lied about where you're going
(_) Ever lied about your age
(x) Ever been pantsed
(_) Had mono?
(x) Beer bonged
(x) Got into a physical fight w/ a paren
(x)ditch a friend ta a party
(x)Beeb kicked out from a class once
(x)ever had sex without condom
(_) admire yourself
(x)ever passed out
(_)said fuck you to a teacher
(x) stole something
(_)forgot to wear a thong
Dislikes (&&) First of all i just wanted to say that im not gonna strip at all, so if you get to read this remember it !!! or else if you ask me maybe ill block you dunno(&&)
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