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Bio http://www.myspace.com/sycklakecity I DONT KNOW . . . IF YOU LOVE SOMETHING LET IT GO. ........IF IT COMES BACK TO YOU ITS YOURS.....CHANCES ARE IT WONT COME BACK TO YOU.....AND IF IT DOES........... DO YOURSELF A FAVOR LET IT GO YOURSELF
Yeah well my names Tristen
I D.G.A.F If your rich or famous
In my eyes your still the same fake BITCH
I come from a family line of Native Americans
I have my Pride
I have a daughter that is 27 months
If your too dumb to figure that out She's 2 yrs and 3 months
My daughter Mercedez has helped me through alot
She is also my heart
So dont fuck with it
I D.G.A.F. if you like me or hate me
Cause in all reality your still thinking of me
I live in Utah from the S.L.C.
On the West Side of the lake
Im a Juggalo, and if you dont know what it thizz
Then chances are you will never know Hoe
Im straight up, with an outgoing personality
Im only on here to bullshit with you all
Im single and plan on being single for awhile
I dont like the drama that people feed off
I dont smoke weed anymore (but I do miss it)
I do drink on my Drinkaholic Beverages
I smoke Ciarettes its another dirty habit of mine
S.T.F.U. With all your whoreish ways
F.T.F.O. to all the limp wristed guys out there
I once tried some modeling/acting Wasnt my Scene though.........
I hate spinach with a passion
Im easygoing and like to meet new people
I dont like to party as much as I used to
I would like to take a road trip to Cali someday
I listen to all types of music,Im not into one thing
Judgementle people are the fakest people of all
I was had a horse named Oscar
I dont care for the city all that much
I like it out on the reservation where its quiet
Im an easy listener to some
Treat me the way you want to be treated
Hmmm .... Thats it for now IM OUT!!!
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AWWW SHIT BOUT TO GET DEEP IN HERE
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When I die, show no pitty, send my soul to Juggalo city, dig my grave six feet deep, put two matches by my feet, put two hatchets on my chest and tell my homies I did my best.................................................... I am a Juggalo... I am an individual guided by Light... I know who I am and who I want to be. I recognize that the path to Shangri La requires an open mind... I shall not judge. I am part of a Family... I shall Love my Family as I would my blood. I shall do my Family no harm as I know what is done to others shall surely be done to me... I shall strive to honor my Family and not disgrace their name... I am a Ninja... I have no Fear. I do not Fear the unknown fore I embrace the wonders of the world around me and the differences in others. I shall meet adversity head on fore I am a Survivor. Nothing can stop my Shine. I am Human... I recognize my flaws. I shall strive to change the things I can control and seek strength for the things I cannot. I shall cherish the teachings of my ancestors and the Family who have fallen before me I have Love With Love there is Unity and Strength. Love does not hurt nor does it seek to destroy. I too, shall not hurt or seek to destroy. With Love in my Heart, Love for my Family and Love for the Carnival... U'll ride 4 my Homiez Die 4 my Homiez Fuck up them haterz that hate on my Homiez ...Swing that Hatchet with my Homiez Chop up bodiez with my Homiez HAVE LOVE FOR MY HOMIES... I shall find my path to Shangri La . . . . . . . . .Told yall it was some deep shit!
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I Am Working Hard On A Stronger Foundation For Permanent Success. It Has Benn Difficult To Understand And Accept My Limitations, And With Them The Recognition That While I Try To Do The Best I can, It May Prove Inadaquate. This Is Reflected In My Failed Attempts At Success And, More So, Sobriety. At This Point,I Accept My Failures And Losses; And Bear No Burdon For Them Beyond My Own Pain And Guilt. Pain Is All To Often The UnavoidableReality Of Conscious Existence. How More Tolerable Pain Would Be If We Did Not Compound It Interernally With A Sense Of Guilt. Guilt Seems To Be The Easiest Of Feelings For Me To Conjure, And The Most Insidious It Is Rooted In The Selfishness Os Individuality. Though For Most People, It Usually Find Its Source In the Suffering Of Others. What I Understand Now, As Never Before, Is That Guilt Is Not The Driving Force Behind Responsibility If We Act In A Good Way. Because We Are Afraid Of How We Will Feel If We Do Not,Then We Have Not Truely Come To Seperate The Concept Of Right And Wrong. For There Is A Level Above That, An Understandig Of Community, Friendship, Loyalty, And Love. Through My Self-Oppression I Have Denied Myself A Working Understanding Of this Truth If Not Understanding Than, An Acceptance.As The Years Pass The Guilt Will Lesson, Because We Forget More Constantly And The Pedulum Turns In Our Self-serving Thoughts To Applaud Ourselves For Our Gains. Still, There Will Always Be The Guilt, Perhaps. Because We Are Self-Centered Creatures To The Last. It Is The Truth Of individuality That Can Not Be Denied. In The End, We, All Of Us, See The World Through Our Own, Personal Eyes. It Seems The Question Thus Becomes, A Matter Of Awareness, Awareness In The Moment, In The Present, To Grasp An Instant Of Deserved Joy Or Reflection And Holding It As Tight As Any Human Being Might. Like To Revel In The Precious Moments That Heal The Pain And Silence The Guilt. This Is Not A Matter Of Intelligence, But Of Focus, It Seems Clear, Now I have To Learn To Better Become This Awareness. So To Be The Viewpoint Of My Life, And That Viewpoint Is Not One Rooted In False Hood Or Weakness Rather, This Calmer Flow Of Life Is The Ingriedient That Can Bring Me SAnity To An Existence That Will See The Continual Birth And Death Of Times Or Perferable, The Segmented Flows Of Life, A sieries Of Bursts For Me, This Healthy Viewpoint Is To Find My Abandon Forward-Looking Sensibility, But Also To Find Emotionally Confortable Segments Of Time.Smaller Life Spans In Which To Exist In Light Of This Realization, For Me To Mere Pertinent Question Becomes, Where Is To Range Of Comfort For Such Existences? There Are Many Realities That Dictate Such Decisions. Desicions That In Truth, RemainMore Subconsious Than Purposeful. I Can Honestly Smile With Self-Assurence. For The First Time In My Life, I Think I know The Range Of My Comfort It Is In The Understanding That Having A Child And Little Pockets Of Joyful Time Is Indeed A Blessing. Out Weighs The Profound Loss That Any Compassionate Person Surely Feel At The Systematic Destruction Of Their Life And The Seperation From Family And Friends. In This Context, There Is Only One Way To Be; Self-Aware. To Be Aware Is To Revel In The Moments, In The Sunrise And The Sunset, In The Sudden And Brief Episodes Of Love and Surprise, In The Hours Of Companionship. It Is, Most Of All, To Never Be Paralyzed By Regret And Fears Of The Future That No One Can Fortell, Even If Predictions Lead You To TheSeemingly Obvious, And Often Disparging Conclusion. A Great Life For Me, The, Results Either Of A Personally Historical Moment Siezed Correctly Or, More Than Likely, A Series Of Connected Smaller Events That Will Eventually Add Up To Something Beyond The Parts. It Is A Continuing Process Of Growth, Maybe, But Only Because Of Piling Experiential Understanding.Certitude Has Become My Strength. Pain And Guilt Are Worthless, And Worry Over Them Is Something Less Than That. I know, Now, And So I Am Free Of The Bonds Of The Future. I Know, Even Without A Course Of Life Which Has Run Smooth, That Every Moment Is To Be Treasured, To Be Enjoyed, To Be Heightened As Much As Possible, In The Best Way Possible I Know, Now, The Failing Bonds Of Worthlessness Worry. In This, I AM FREE!!!!!!!!!
Likes NEW SHIT!!!! MY DAUGHTER!!!!!!!!!!!JUGGALO/JUGGALETTES!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ICE CREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Vanilla Orange Pineapple
Chocolate Frozen Pudding
Coffee Oreo Cookie
Strawberry Cookie Dough
Maple Walnut Mud Bog
Choc Fudge Walnut Red Velvet Cake Batter
Pistachio Nut Chocolate Decadence
Butter Pecan Black Raspberry
Chocolate Chip Cake Batter
Mint Chocolate Chip Chocolate Fudge Walnut
Mocha Chip Banana
Cherry Vanilla French Vanilla
Grapenut Coconut
Ring Ding Purple Cow
SOME OF THOSE ARE A LITTLEE WIERD TASTING LIKE PURPLE COW!WTF!!!!???
Jumping Shooting SINGING LIKE MICHEAL JACKSON DID!! Watching as the day fades away, Music, Making Music, Beaches, Girls that arent BITCHES! Weed (but i dont smoke) what a drag, Cigarettes and my FUCKIN Alchol!
I love my family and not to mention all my jugglos and juggelttes !! cause they are family too!!! my hatchet man and my ax my room my beer my keg concerts past friend and current friends PARTIES! my watches my motorcycle. my quad and my drit bike ! record label.ohh yeah forgot to tell yall with all of my like guess what . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . I LIKE MYSELF!.
Dislikes Okay lets start the disliking off like this all you Petaphiles should just fucking die! fake people are whck,stuck ups bitches are funny but whack, those juggahoes are silly scamps, hookers are ugly and filled with herpagonasyphylitis yeah my new word its a mix haha, i dont not like the gay guys that hit on me WHACK! people that are scared to do anything themselves, DRAMA! theres too much of it, Jealous people hey yall its a syckness find a cure, females with stank ass feet and arms pits or anythign else that stinks...... you know what im talking bout haha!, sleezy females arnt kew, theres more but I dont have the time right now so we'll leave the list as is till later on down the road
Music I like all types of music Im really into anything that sound good i listen to psychopathic records alot because they always put it down and tell it how it is know what i mean. anyways im a slut when it comes to music for REAL!
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