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Sex: male
Age: 24
Location: Montreal, Quebec, Canada
Orientation: Straight
Status: In A Relasionship


My name is Mathieu
I'm 5"10, 135 pounds,
long hair, devil pinch, brown eyes,
small bonded, pale skinned & body moded,

I'm fully bilingual but my first language is French.
Over the past few years I've been exposed to mostly
English environments causing unease writhing in French.

So a little about my self
I like to see the world as if
I was experiencing it for first time,
I have tendency to pay attention to the things
so often taken for granted.

Stupidity and human psychology
Fascinates me. Moments of silence don't
Generally make me uneasy
Or uncomfortable.

I have no desire to be socially acceptable.
I'm not a walking billboard so
I ware no brand names
or band t-shirts.

I'm Someone with a good sense of reality and objectivity .
I'm Good hearted but not naive of the world we live in.
Some of my interest tend to be odd to the norm.
I don't let society dictate what my needs are
Or what forms of art I should be enjoying.

I feel quite comfortable
Interacting with other people. Indeed,
I find the company of others very stimulating
and I enjoy meeting new people.

As someone who is
Neither rigid nor careless,
I get along with most people.
I feel comfortable interacting
with otherswithout feeling
Insecure and vulnerable.

My relaxed demeanor in groups
makes people around me at ease.
Perhaps because I feel comfortable
talking about myself, others tend to enjoy
being around me and perceive
me as socially competent.

Unlike some people, I take
full responsibility for my actions.
I rarely regret things I’ve done in the past
and I'm not embarrassed easily.

Perhaps the defining feature that sets me
apart from most people is the exceptionally high
standards that I set for myself.

I have a tendency to think
about abstract concepts and ideas.
I'm easily absorbed in music,
art, as well as natural
phenomena.

Another aspect of my openness is
my emotional insight, I have good access to
awareness of my own emotions.

I'm bored easily in situations that
lack high amounts of intellectual stimulation.



What I'm doing with my life:

Presently
I'm working on opening
a store here in Montreal
I already have my own business
as a home tech. Basically what I do is
offer home support for Networks, Peripheral,
Software, and I recently affiliated with someone
that takes care of Logistic.

Meanwhile I work in a office,
and I'm looking for another job.
My future goals are to someday
open my own restaurant.
Oo and to be a F***ing
rock star baby.

In my free time
I Ilike to cook, go to concerts, play and listen to music,
walk aimlessly around the city, read, program etc etc.
Arts play a big part in my everyday life.

I also enjoy
old horror movies,
B-movies and all sorts of other films.
I like to go out to the bars and sometimes dance,
but I'm also fully satisfied with small evening
enrolled in the covers with a loved one
watching gory horror flicks.

Music is quite important to me
My taste is most definitely diverse and varied
I guess some people would classify me
as a music geek.



Things I enjoy!!!

Going to concerts,discovering new places,taking late night walks,
urban exploration, coffee shops,engaging in stimulating conversations,
meeting with friends, playing listening to music,reading, wikipedia, Net 2.0,
playing with my cats,discovering new places, traveling, photography,
Cooking, visiting museums ,computer sciences, watching movies ,
rediscovering life,people watching, staying in,
playing Chess, Go
and other games.



-Interests:

-absurdity-abused-ambient-
-beer-bones-cooking-dark humour-
-drawing-guitar-independent films-
-suspension-leather-philosophy-poetry-
-reading-reflective-roadtrips-shows-anime-
-art-b-movies-cats-cinematography-coffee-culture-
-Europe-history-horror-literature-noise-photography-
-piercings-psychology-sushi-tattoos-travel-
-abandoned places-decay-experiments-
-rusted chains-objects-time-
-space-macabre-



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-Time-Beer-noise-art-
-coffee-horror-ambient-drawing-
-guitar-objects-Tattoos-Physics-
-piercings-roadtrips-literature-history-
-absurdity-suspension-photography-psychology-
-independentfilms-PeopleWatching-experiments-rustedchains-
-PicNicElectronik-abandonedplaces-Intelectual-Underground BD-
-dark-humour-dark-humour-reflective-philosophy-
-culture-Cooking-leather-reading-
-shows-Space-poetry-macabre-
-cats-Bones-decay-anime-

-cheaters-Swollen ego's-
-Unethical kitchen behaviours-suv's in the city-
-Liars-Closed Minded-Narrow Minded-Misleading-
-conditioned-typical-pretentious-hypocritical-hospitals-
-self pity-non objective-manipulative-disaffected-
-Unrecoverable data-Disk failure-Bad sectors-
Lack of sophistication and critical judgment-
-Programing errors-

Locust ,
Cephalic Carnage,
Converge,Ire,Neurosis,Pig
Destroyer,At the Gates, Disgorge,
Dying Fetus,Macabre,Impaled,Gorguts,
Exhumed,Origin,Mercyful Fate,Boris,Confessor,
Eyehategod,Isis ,Jesu ,Khanate,Morgion,Necare,Old Man Gloom,
Orchid,Pelican,Sunn O))),Solitude Aeturnus, Count Raven, The Obsessed,
Penance, Sleep, Revelation,Confessor,Orodruin, The Gates Of Slumber,
While Heaven Wept, Warning, Solstice, Mirror Of Deception,
Bethlehem,Rotting Christ,Bathory
and so much
more ...

Tristan Tzara ,
Marcel Janco's ,Hugo Ball,
Emmy Hennings, Jean/Hans Arp,
Marcel Janco, Richard Huelsenbeck,
Sophie Täuber,Max Ernst, Johannes Theodor
Baargeld,Man Ray,Pierre Pinoncelli ,
Luigi Russolo,Antonio Russolo
etc etc ...

Melt Banana,Boyd Rice,
Luigi Russolo,Japan,C.C.C.C,KK Null,
Masonna, The Gerogerigegege ,Hanatarash,
A.M.K.,Damion Romero,Ah Cama-Sotz,Antigen
Shift,Aube,Bastard Noise,Black Leather Jesus,Contagious
Orgasm,Converter,Gridlock,Disinformation,Fushitsusha,Gen
ocide Organ,Government Alpha,Guilty Connector,Hair Police,
Hypnoskull,Imminent Starvation,Iszoloscope,Jim O'Rourke,
Knurl,Maldoror,M.S.B.R.,Noisex,Nurse With Wound,
Pan Sonic,Prurient,Solypsis,Synapscape ,
Wolf Eyes,Boris,The Jesus Lizard,
Sonic Youth,Survival Unit,Liars,
Replicator,Survival Unit,
John Zorn Etc etc ...

Amp,Bark Psychosis,
Calculator,Cheval de Frise,
Do Make Say Think,Don Caballero,
Eluvium,Esmerine,Exhaust,Explosions in the Sky,
Fly Pan Am,Godspeed You! Black Emperor,Hrsta,Isis,Fantomas,
Faith No More,Mr bungle,Mike Patton ,Jesu,Mogwai,Modest Mouse,
Múm,Mute Math,October Sky,Old Man Gloom,Pelican,The Sea and Cake,
Set Fire to Flames,Sigur Rós,Stereolab,Tortoise,Trans Am,Xiu Xiu,
Frankie spawo ,Pixies ,Radiohead ,Blonde Readhead ,
Nada Surf, A Silver Mt. Zion,Mono,
and many more ...

Aphex Twin ,Autechre ,
Boards of Canada, Neu!, Tangerine
Dream, Can, Popol Vuh, DAF ,Coil ,Kronos Quartet,
Skinny Puppy,Sisters Of Mercy,Snog,Dead Voices On Air,
Indevidual Totem,Sister Machine Gun,Download,Nitzer
Ebb,PIG,NUMB,Wumpscut,Tear Garden,Tinfed,
Sheep On Drugs,Hocico,Lard,Haujobb,
Rapoon,Mick Harris,Red Cell,Fair Sex,
Testaube,Solaria,VNV Nation,
Einstürzende Neubauten,
Cubanate,Foetus,
Gridlock
etc etc
...

Crystal Castel,
Welle:Erdball,Printed Circuit,
Freezepop, Tobiah, Receptors,
, Anamanaguchi, Bodenständig 2000,Mr. Pacman,
Covox, FirestARTer, capitalSTEPS,, Machinae Supremacy,
Twilight 8 Bit Betty, Firebrand Boy, David Sugar, Goto80,Pontonius,
She, Mesu Kasumai, Coleco Music, c64 Messiah,Khonnor,Electric,
Thermostatic,The Hardliner, Huoratron, Monster & Maskiner,
ComputeHer, MelBot, Teamtendo,Mikron 64, Puss,
Nintendude, Yuppster Pluxus, 8 Bit Weapon
1986, and Nullsleep.

John Cage ,David Cope ,
Michael Nyman,Christian Wolff,
Earle Brown,Malcolm Goldstein, Morton Feldman,
Terry Riley, La Monte Young, Philip Glass, Steve Reich
,Karlheinz Stockhausen, Pierre Boulez, Iannis Xenakis

The Adicts ,The Apostles,
Aus-Rotten ,Bad Brains ,Balzac
Big in Japan , Bikini Kill ,Black Flag ,
Buzzcocks , The Clash ,The Casualties ,
Cheap Sex Choking Victim ,Circle Jerks ,Crass ,
Crisis,Calabrese ,Cypher in the Snow ,The Damned ,
Dayglo Abortions,Dead Kennedys,Discharge,Dropkick Murphys ,
The Exploited ,The Flesh Eaters , Fugazi ,Gang Green , Gorgeous,
Hüsker Dü ,I Adapt ,Icons of Filth ,Iron Cross,The Lurkers,Madball,
Minor Threat,The Misfits ,Mustard Plug ,The Nipple Erectors ,Nomeansno,
One Bad Pig ,Operation Ivy ,Propagandhi ,The Ramones ,Refused,
The Rivals,Social Distortion,The Stooges ,The Stranglers,
Streetlight Manifesto,Subhumans,Television,UK Subs,
The Units ,The Velvet Underground,The Vibrators,
Youth in Asia, Gorilla Biscuits,Frankenstein,
Zombina and the Skeletones.

-Jazz:

Louis Armstrong ,
Ornette Coleman ,John Coltrane ,
Miles Davis ,Duke Ellington ,Dizzy Gillespie
,TheloniousMonk,Charlie Parker ,Charlie Mingus ,Red
Nichols,Benny Carter,Dave Brubeck,
Sonny Rollins and more ...

Robert Johnson ,Muddy Waters ,
B.B. King ,John Lee Hooker ,Buddy Guy ,
Etta James ,Howlin' Wolf ,Freddie King ,Willie Dixon ,
T-Bone Walker ,Billie Holiday ,Jimmy Reed ,
Ray Charles ,John Mayall
and much more
...

Robert Schumann,
Nikolai Rimsky,Korsakov,
Franz Schubert ,Ludwig van Beethoven ,
Frederic Chopin, Johannes Brahms,Gustav Holst,
George Frederic Handel,Felix Mendelssohn ,
Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart,
Piotr Ilyitch Tchaikovsky ,
Dimitri Shostakovich ,
Antonio Lucio Vivaldi
etc etc ...

A Tribe Called Quest,
Akrobatik,Blackalicious,Black Sheep,
Black Star,dead prez,Illogic,Immortal Technique,
Jedi Mind Tricks,Jurassic 5,Mr. Lif,Mos
Def,Rakim,The Roots,The Roots ,
Talib Kweli and others ...

I also listen yo other Music genre feel free to ask ...

Chuck Palahniuk,
William Gibson,Patrick Suskind,
Jean-Paul Sartre,Fyodor Dostoevsky,
Clive Barker,H.P. Lovecraft,Hermann Hesse,
Frederick Nitsch,William S. Burroughs,Jack Kerouac,
Allen Ginsberg,Sigmund Freud,Victor Hugo,Irvine Welsh,
Marquis de Sade,François-Marie Arouet(Voltaire),James Joyce,
Charles Baudelaire,Arthur Rimbaud,Aldous Huxley,
Vladimir Nabokov,Robert Kirkman,Garth Ennis,
and so many others...

Spielberg Steven,
Smith Kevin,Warhol Andy,
Lynch David,Coppola Francis Ford,
Kubrick Stanley,Tarantino Quentin,Burton Tim,
Jackson Peter,Hitchcock Alfred,Scorsese Martin,Gallo Vincent,
Cronenberg David,Caro Marc, Jeunet Jean-Pierre,Nolan Christopher,
Robbins Tim,Stone Oliver,Polanski Roman, Trier Lars von,Welles Orson ,
Coen Joel and Ethan,Soderbergh Steven, Stuart Gordon,
Lloyd Kaufman,Sam Raimi,Aronofsky Darren,
Ridley Scott,Wes Craven,Barker Clive,
Pollack Sydney,Clarke Alan,
Fincher David,Bram Stoker,
Michael Powell,And
mutch mutch
more.